pain is a boiler

Mix all your emotions in one big pot... Whats all their? Love? Happiness? Well don't you feel lucky? Mine is filled with anger, pain, ragee...love has not approached and happiness has faded away. Im a rage filled wreck, no1 can pull me from this stress filled state. Being Pessimistic has become so usual I havent even bothered to notice the angry looks from everyone, mad that every where I go things turn sour. WELL OH WELL, SORRY FOR HAVEING SO MUCH PAIN THAT I CAN NO LONGER BOTTLE IT UP, it shows on the outside now... I didnt ask for my life to be a bowl of tragedy, I didnt ask for life to throw its worse and not give me room to move, dodge. And I didnt ask for depression and lonliness to creep up on me and never leave! GIVE ME A BREAK, your lives have nothing to do with mine so dnt pretend to 'get me' or 'know what I'm going through' your problems are not the same; similar maybe, but not identical! So just dissapear like my happiness, fade away like my pure aura and die slowly like my darkenned soul.