silly boy

what a silly boy, still he cant see my true feelings. He told me I am his friend and he feels he can trust me, I looked him in the eyes and I said... Good to know, I began to laugh but the laughter stopped after I notice he was 4real. All jokes a side he said and as he stared into my eyes he leaned in close, then he said Ali your a true friend girl and I ain't playing I really feel I can trust you. As I looked deeper into his eyes I saw his heart, I saw his soul, He wasn't playing. As I stared he leaned in closer I went to say something and.....

He hugged me, I thought I felt something but I am not sure what it was. Was it a connection or was it something else? We hugged for a while then he said thanks Ali for being my best friend. I saw the warm smile and immediately turned around. I couldn't hide my feelings but I had to because the way he felt I wasn't feeling. I don't feel I can trust him and I don't consider him my best friend. I think about him all the time no matter where I am. I daydream about him. I imagine myself with him. But the feelings are mixed I don't open up to guys because I feel I may get hurt. Some how without knowing it I was opening up, I did open up, I was completely open.

I turned back and said thank you and yeah you are a friend to me 2. I looked at him and gestured towards the door. I looked into his eyes once more just b4 he left and then as he walked down the steps he said with a smirk mhm ima w8 till the time is right. Friends until the end right... I looked at him and smiled then I said until the end my friend until the end.